03-23-2015, 12:09 PM
(03-23-2015, 09:46 AM)Monica Wrote: 1. Where does this 'call' come from?
2. How much does free will/choice matter?
3. Since (if I'm understanding you correctly) you don't feel any inclination to polarize STO or STS, then do our choices ever matter at all, in your view?
4. Did you watch the video I posted in the OP? There is a reason I'm asking this, relative to your comments.
1. I'd say intuition. An increase in awareness led me to perceive that my whole life I've been playing the right role wether I've been acting STS or STO. I perceived that what is needed is not always what I want to give and that simply acting as part of a single path was a disbalancement to me as I perceived purpose in each. I do feel that at some point I might become vegetarian without resistance, it'll simply happen when the time is right as everything does including awakening.
2. In my opinion there is no such thing as not doing choices. Each repeated action, is a new choice. And free will to me is all there is. I perceive time as an illusion and that the path is built by it's end simultaneously. Our Higher-Selves or Oversoul are not changing their past, they are letting it be experienced, just as the One is. Wether it is us or an animal we all are Infinity, we are the One, we are Love and Light, we are the experiences that created Intelligent Infinity, each unique only through the path it took.
3. Evolution takes Infinity to happen for each and everyone of us. All will have to learn different lessons at different times. Thinking of choices do not seem to be part of mine as I am making them continuously and I do not feel them to be wrong. Honnestly while reading the Ra material I became convinced my purpose was to become a beacon of Light in this world but that simply didn't vibrate with me and it seemed lacking as I perceived how and when I was called to be otherwise. I usually analyze and understand how my choices make me feel and then try to understand if the feeling is right or not. STS and STO is not only in the big things, it is also in the small things, simply saying no to someone or even denying a desire of even a pet animal is STS in itself and has usually purpose in being.
4. I did and it made me think that if in the next year or two I stop eating meat, you'll most likely have played a big part in rendering this particular call more central to my given role just as society gave me the role of eating meat previously. I did not create human societies nor do I feel responsible to change them, nor do I feel them to be wrong. I think the state of this world is purposeful and willl prove fruitful in 4D STO as humanity will remember of all of it's various experiences and roles. They will perceive Oneness on a greater scale much faster which is also the purpose for wanderers into coming here. Opening oneself fully to love is of the 4D in spiritual evolution even if it doable in 3D. Question is, from where do you really want to harvest? 3D or higher?