07-26-2010, 05:31 AM
(07-26-2010, 03:55 AM)Black doG Wrote: Tell me more... What's happening in your life?
By the way, I come from the land down under... Maaaate!!
Dear BD, thanks for asking. After reading the LOO, I became obsessed with communicating at the level of the blue ray. In a mad attempt to do that, I began spilling beans of every kind, which is causing a lot of consternation among family and friends.
I lost all sense of proportion in my efforts at communicating without pretence (or with candour). But I wanted to do it only on my own terms. I would point a mistake in me; but if my mother or father attempt to do that, I would shoot them down with savage ferocity, which later disgusts me. It however tells me where my inner work lies. It lies in areas of developing patience and in the area of being able to see my own self from the face of mirrors (i.e. other-selves). I also now know that I am capable of unimaginable and brutal use of power (if I had it of course). For instance, say if I am a military man, may be I would be capable of extreme human rights abuse (in countries that allow it - such as in Asia or Africa). It all comes down finally to the lessons of self-acceptance, discipline and the focus of the will. I also suffer from extreme bouts of jealousy, which I have come to accept after reading the LOO. For example, I have at multiple times felt extremely jealous of the exalted spiritual knowledge and thoughts of many on these forums. But I have made a commitment to walk the positive path. Or in other words, my choice of polarity is positive.
I am from a land that recently emerged as a fierce competitor to Australia on the Cricket field - after its traditional arch-rivals, i.e the English and the Kiwis. I am not explicitly mentioning 'my' country of origin though, but I think you can guess if you follow Cricket in your country
