Higher Self Laughing

[Minyatur]

I no longer think my higher self laughs at me.
But right now I'm a little tipsy, so what do I know?
I think higher self wants what's best for me.
And right now that is for me to sleep.

To the higher self all of this is fun because it is only non-rememberance. If you can't sleep, meditation works in energizing yourself. I'd meditate until I fall asleep and if it takes a while well meditation is a productive effortless occupation that won't add to the toll on the body.