07-23-2010, 01:56 AM
As is my experience, "I AM" usually greeted with suspicion and hostility by those who fail to understand the limitations of their flesh (and the reason for being in "flesh"), and fail to see that everything in this place is a mirror of our own pre-senti-ments... Thank you for seeing the potential for "depth" as the surface of your mirror (me in this case) gives way to deeper reflection. It is magic indeed.
"Ask and you will receive" is my meaning. But what you receive may confound and humiliate. It happened to me, and it HAD to... We can rationalise loss of ego, but until it is dismantled from without, it cannot be remade from within. If you call earnestly enough, honestly enough, God will answer. But check your expectations at the door, coz I promise this: You will be obliterated spiritually if not physically before it is "done". Just as at his death Jesus proclaimed on the cross, "it is Done", he had to EXPIRE before he was Christ.
The Creation exists so that "God" may know itself through a "reflection" of its-elf (Hence "i am" "Black doG") self-realised as a fragment of goD. It is merely a play on the mirror theme. I have fun with it. It is "joy" after all (a private joke playing on the god-as-man theme). Chiron "the healer" archetype also represents man (true man) as the God nature, and the Beast (Stud horse) as the wayward lower nature. Ergo: Beast becomes Human, and Human becomes God in the evolution of the Christ Consciousness.
"The yoke of infinite unknowing" is God's (the Tao) reason for the creation. Driven by the need to experience, the universe was created in a flash of be-coming that resulted from the polarities of duality flashing into being. i.e., the "big bang", merely a thought experiment in the mind of the Tao. Hence, we are the beasts who carry the burden of God's need to know. When you know this, you realise your very ignorance is simply a tool for the generation of fresh insight for God. God does not stagnate. God is ever refreshed... And to be refreshed, what "IS" ignorance must give way to knowledge, and what is knowledge must give way to what I playfully call "wiz-dumb".
But Don't take my word for it
Besides, I have probably butchered my meaning here... Absolutely murdered it for the sake of a quick digestible meal. I fear it is indigestible, and therefore wasted if too pithy. Makes sense to me though 
"Sharing" may be a privilege but it is also a grave responsibility, as I explicitly do not want to sound like I know what the hell is going on...
I may be performing a disservice if you come to see my words as gospel leading you to your OWN spiritual grave. I hope you don't ever take anything as gospel.. the best I can offer a something that may resonate for you at some point. After all, the experiences we have are as different as they are infinitely numerous.... We are the same journey my friend. We are "won".
I hope this helps. I hate typing, so if I need to refine the point I will try again.
Warm regards...
"Ask and you will receive" is my meaning. But what you receive may confound and humiliate. It happened to me, and it HAD to... We can rationalise loss of ego, but until it is dismantled from without, it cannot be remade from within. If you call earnestly enough, honestly enough, God will answer. But check your expectations at the door, coz I promise this: You will be obliterated spiritually if not physically before it is "done". Just as at his death Jesus proclaimed on the cross, "it is Done", he had to EXPIRE before he was Christ.
The Creation exists so that "God" may know itself through a "reflection" of its-elf (Hence "i am" "Black doG") self-realised as a fragment of goD. It is merely a play on the mirror theme. I have fun with it. It is "joy" after all (a private joke playing on the god-as-man theme). Chiron "the healer" archetype also represents man (true man) as the God nature, and the Beast (Stud horse) as the wayward lower nature. Ergo: Beast becomes Human, and Human becomes God in the evolution of the Christ Consciousness.
"The yoke of infinite unknowing" is God's (the Tao) reason for the creation. Driven by the need to experience, the universe was created in a flash of be-coming that resulted from the polarities of duality flashing into being. i.e., the "big bang", merely a thought experiment in the mind of the Tao. Hence, we are the beasts who carry the burden of God's need to know. When you know this, you realise your very ignorance is simply a tool for the generation of fresh insight for God. God does not stagnate. God is ever refreshed... And to be refreshed, what "IS" ignorance must give way to knowledge, and what is knowledge must give way to what I playfully call "wiz-dumb".
But Don't take my word for it
Besides, I have probably butchered my meaning here... Absolutely murdered it for the sake of a quick digestible meal. I fear it is indigestible, and therefore wasted if too pithy. Makes sense to me though "Sharing" may be a privilege but it is also a grave responsibility, as I explicitly do not want to sound like I know what the hell is going on...
I may be performing a disservice if you come to see my words as gospel leading you to your OWN spiritual grave. I hope you don't ever take anything as gospel.. the best I can offer a something that may resonate for you at some point. After all, the experiences we have are as different as they are infinitely numerous.... We are the same journey my friend. We are "won".I hope this helps. I hate typing, so if I need to refine the point I will try again.
Warm regards...