The Wounder Healer Archetype

[Confused]

In other words, it is likely that you desired this circumstance on some level. Not that I can know this, but per my understanding of the mechanics of spiritual evolution, it seems highly plausible.

I think so too dear GLB. I feel that the entity of my biological father and I have drawn each other into a knot of blood relationship in this incarnation. I am not white as snow as well in the relationship. In many instances, I have abused my father (and mercilessly terrorized my mother) and I feel disgust at myself for that. But the healing has to go on.

And in that healing, the following quote from a beautiful entity (who most probably is a wanderer) helps me in terms of co-creating my reality -

One of the (and perhaps one of the most important) roots that feeds negativity towards others is an unconscious refusal to take responsibility for your own creation within the moment. When we are in states of anger, jealousy, resentment, bitterness, envy, and so on – we are essentially blaming the other for how we feel, we are making them responsible for our own creation.

The most important lesson I have learned through the relationship with my father is to honor the free will of entities who might be in a 'lower' position of power within a given context. I henceforth will honor the free will of all entities, because I know how it feels like to have my free will violated while situated within a vulnerable condition. I now understand how my mother must have felt when I terrorized her through acts of wanton temper.

Salutation to the One in thee,
GLB
(Picked that closing line up from a good friend. ; )

And I feel very jealous of that person for he/she has the good fortune of being addressed by you as a 'good friend'. Incidentally, the closing line rhymes well with your initials