A Dream turned into a Nightmare help!

[Questioner]

I have not done anything in relation to psychoactive-subtances in a great space of time.

Then that's probably a theory we can rule out. I hope I didn't offend by asking.

When she pushed me away It was not because she did not show affection it's because she did not want me making contact, hence a stand-offish attitude.

Yes, so why would a part of you push yourself away?

Then I said the creator does not properly create as much as it experiences itself. I have no idea why I said that.

Looks like the Ra quote, word for word! The quote refers to the process of creation. So this is clearly something important for you to comprehend. As soon as you said it, the dream villain came after you. That might mean a force or entity - perhaps even a part of you - opposed to your reaching this comprehension. Or it could be that what you are creating, with your free will, is something that could lead to your own death... or that feels frightening, at some level, as though it could be fatal... to you, or to some level of ego that opposes your evolving beyond needing it.

Any way of recovering the dream? Meditation techniques?

I've read books that describe memories recovered through hypnosis, but I don't have any personal experience of those techniques.

Rather than trying to recover the dream itself, what if you pray or meditate about the wisdom behind the dream? What if you ask for that wisdom to become crystal clear to you, so you can understand and act on it wisely... either through recovering the memory or through any other available source?