A Dream turned into a Nightmare help!

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1. What does the dream mean?

I don't know, but that won't stop me from taking some guesses.

First question I'd have, based on your user name, is if the dream has any relationship to drug trips. If you are lightly using chemicals in a respectful, thoughtful way as a type of shamanistic tool, the dream might have continued that work. If you are over-using, then the dream might have been some kind of side effect or warning about the overuse. The moderators have asked for drug discussion to be limited on this forum so I'll just leave it at that, and you can decide whether or not it applies.

Next question: Sometimes dreams use elements outside us to represent what's going on inside of us. Play around with this idea a while, if you like. IF that was true:
What would be represented by the girl that is a part of you, that you want to spend time with and be loving, but you get pushed away by your fellow alien?
What would be represented by a guy you know who shows up but doesn't have any other role in the scene?
What would be represented by someone you've never met, who is ready to kill you?

I'm not saying that every dream symbolizes your inner landscape. Just asking, what if this one does?

I have not done anything in relation to psychoactive-subtances in a great space of time.

When she pushed me away It was not because she did not show affection it's because she did not want me making contact, hence a stand-offish attitude. The reason why I said I she is a reflection of my self is, I think, because I was trying to figure out what she was trying to tell me about myself. Then I said the creator does not properly create as much as it experiences itself. I have no idea why I said that. I'm confused on the whole matter. I read up on symbolism in dreams and fountains signify a blooming relationship but then the last part is the very weird to say the least. Also...the second part that I said about the creator it's almost as if I didn't say it but the words just came at me.

It's weird. Before she said we have a lot alike I was with her before that in the dream and we probably talked but that's all a blur. Any way of recovering the dream? Meditation techniques?

I don't know I've been pondering about it lately.

Edit to add:

Found this quote -

Questioner: Why does this partaking in the original thought have a gradient radially outward? That’s the way I understand your statement.

Ra: I am Ra. This is the plan of the One Infinite Creator. The One Original Thought is the harvest of all previous, if you would use this term, experience of the Creator by the Creator. As It decides to know Itself It generates Itself, into that plenum full of the glory and the power of the One Infinite Creator which is manifested to your perceptions as space or outer space. Each generation of this knowing begets a knowing which has the capacity, through free will, to choose methods of knowing Itself. Therefore, gradually, step by step, the Creator becomes that which may know Itself, and the portions of the Creator partake less purely in the power of the original word or thought. The Creator does not properly create as much as It experiences Itself.