(12-16-2014, 02:17 AM)mjlabadia Wrote: That's the problem,...I've found it HARDER to spend time with others. Almost as if there is some type of "interference" or psychic overload taking place, from which I have to extract myself from. It's almost exhausting at times.
Each of us has different things to work on but all experiences are catalyst for growth. In my opinion if you get this feeling from social interactions it simply means you've got balancing to do, there's a lot of this in the Ra material. It is a process no one escapes from, it is rediscovering your true identity.
In the Bible the term "awakening" is called being "new born" and it took me a few years to truely understand the meaning of it. At some point I felt as if I was aware of my level of maturity and sincerely wished for it to grow. I realise that when I awakened, I was merely a new born spiritually without actually realising it. Now I feel like I'm aware that I am at the beginning of a long path of learning which extends further than the limits of my imagination.
@mjlabadia Also in the end being a wanderer or not doesn't matter. The process is a process which is the same for each individual through their own path.