12-14-2014, 06:59 PM
my dreams/nightmares have been so incredibly cray recently. i think it's bc i've been w/o mj for the longest stretch of time in a decade
i went lucid in practically every dream scene i had last night & i was having no problem staying that way even if i levitated or manifested things but i did have a lot of difficulty remembering the details of what i did when lucid
i know in 1 of them i started singing right when i realized i was lucid & i asked some1 if they thought i sang good & they said, "do u always sing so high?"
in another 1 i dreamed i was in bed right where i was then felt my SO touching me & kiss my arm then i woke up to discover he actually wasn't doing that & then i looked at the clock & it was exactly 6:00
& another seemed so real that it was very hard for me to handle the realization that i was dreaming. so hard, in fact, that i had a panic attack in the dream when i realized it was true that i was actually dreaming. it's the 1st panic attack i've ever had & i know it was one bc in the dream i thought, "so this is what a panic attack feels like..."
panic attacks are so terrible. i collapsed then experienced numbness in various places & all kinds of uncomfortable sensations like tingling plus i felt more fear/panic than i've ever felt before
there was a neat scene where i was star-gazing with a group of people & there were so many stars it was unreal & we kept seeing shooting stars
i went lucid in practically every dream scene i had last night & i was having no problem staying that way even if i levitated or manifested things but i did have a lot of difficulty remembering the details of what i did when lucid
i know in 1 of them i started singing right when i realized i was lucid & i asked some1 if they thought i sang good & they said, "do u always sing so high?"
in another 1 i dreamed i was in bed right where i was then felt my SO touching me & kiss my arm then i woke up to discover he actually wasn't doing that & then i looked at the clock & it was exactly 6:00
& another seemed so real that it was very hard for me to handle the realization that i was dreaming. so hard, in fact, that i had a panic attack in the dream when i realized it was true that i was actually dreaming. it's the 1st panic attack i've ever had & i know it was one bc in the dream i thought, "so this is what a panic attack feels like..."
panic attacks are so terrible. i collapsed then experienced numbness in various places & all kinds of uncomfortable sensations like tingling plus i felt more fear/panic than i've ever felt before
there was a neat scene where i was star-gazing with a group of people & there were so many stars it was unreal & we kept seeing shooting stars