11-08-2014, 04:12 PM
Hi Gem,
I can sympathize with you going through a "dark night of the soul" experience.
I've already burdened the forum members with the details so I won't belabor it.
However, one of the members provided a great insight to what these experiences could be,....above and beyond just catalyst.
He likened these "ramp-ups" of catalyst to being towards the end of a long work-out session. You have to really push through the pain, and keep trying, in order to provide the necessary "damage" to the muscles in order to stimulate repair/growth.
Perhaps, you are approaching the end of a spiritual growing period, from which you will emerge to a new level of enlightenment? (But still remaining in this incarnation.)
You are exercising and growing your "spiritual muscles".
Your spiritual muscles are tired and sore, you're maybe even emotionally out of breath,....but you're approaching the end of the final lap,.....and you just have a little more pushing to do.
Maybe, with just a little more work,....you can come out at the end with less "suffering", and maybe a feeling of less darkness in your environment?
Gem, you bring an important perspective to this community. You have some struggles,....but those struggles haven't overwhelmed your desire for enlightenment. They haven't overwhelmed your desire to give/receive love between self/other-self.
Even more important, You have the honor/duty of being able to provide an even greater service than many of us could hope to provide,......
You have taken on a difficult Honor/Duty in this incarnation, because of all your struggles. As you grow stronger, and life a beautiful life,......You could be an immense help to those who have the same issues you have, but have not yet learned what you've learned to help them alleviate some of their suffering.
Gem, many so called "healthy" people never achieve the level of enlightenment and understanding you have.
Can you imagine the sense of comfort you could provide to another "Gemini Wolf", who hasn't traveled as far into the light as you have?
Just imagine how their sense of "aloneness" would be relieved by finally meeting someone who "gets them". Someone who can use their spiritual flashlight to help illuminate what can seem a most rocky path.
What a great service you can provide, Gem!
I can sympathize with you going through a "dark night of the soul" experience.
I've already burdened the forum members with the details so I won't belabor it.
However, one of the members provided a great insight to what these experiences could be,....above and beyond just catalyst.
He likened these "ramp-ups" of catalyst to being towards the end of a long work-out session. You have to really push through the pain, and keep trying, in order to provide the necessary "damage" to the muscles in order to stimulate repair/growth.
Perhaps, you are approaching the end of a spiritual growing period, from which you will emerge to a new level of enlightenment? (But still remaining in this incarnation.)
You are exercising and growing your "spiritual muscles".
Your spiritual muscles are tired and sore, you're maybe even emotionally out of breath,....but you're approaching the end of the final lap,.....and you just have a little more pushing to do.
Maybe, with just a little more work,....you can come out at the end with less "suffering", and maybe a feeling of less darkness in your environment?
Gem, you bring an important perspective to this community. You have some struggles,....but those struggles haven't overwhelmed your desire for enlightenment. They haven't overwhelmed your desire to give/receive love between self/other-self.
Even more important, You have the honor/duty of being able to provide an even greater service than many of us could hope to provide,......
You have taken on a difficult Honor/Duty in this incarnation, because of all your struggles. As you grow stronger, and life a beautiful life,......You could be an immense help to those who have the same issues you have, but have not yet learned what you've learned to help them alleviate some of their suffering.
Gem, many so called "healthy" people never achieve the level of enlightenment and understanding you have.
Can you imagine the sense of comfort you could provide to another "Gemini Wolf", who hasn't traveled as far into the light as you have?
Just imagine how their sense of "aloneness" would be relieved by finally meeting someone who "gets them". Someone who can use their spiritual flashlight to help illuminate what can seem a most rocky path.
What a great service you can provide, Gem!
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