Guide talking through you (books)

[AnthroHeart]

I don't like to project, but from your words spoken here recently, and these dreams, it appears you're feeling imbalanced at the moment. It sounds like you're struggling to hold responsibility of creations within yourself, and putting yourself under a lot of unnecessary pressure and strain in doing so.

I think the dreams are showing you this (hence the repeated bursting of energy). Not what to avoid in the future, but rather, a third person perspective as to whats going on now.

Perhaps try to live in the moment for a few days. Get out of the mental cycles of analysing what's going on, and simply put your attention on things that you enjoy. Even if they are 3D activities. Read a book perhaps. His Dark Materials (trilogy: Northern Lights, The Subtle Knife and The Amber Spyglass - Philip Pullman) is absolutely fantastic :¬)

There is nothing un-spiritual about enjoying third density. In fact, enjoying this place for what it offers, when one is aware that it's a masterclass/school, is a very spiritual act.

I just saw a 555 synchro thinking that, but of course, that's subjective :¬)

Edit 2: Time of post = 04:56. Have to laugh :¬)

It's been nearly 3 years and I finally finished reading the trilogy. I read it to my tulpa. Hard to believe that for 3 years I've felt unbalanced. I no longer feel responsibility for creations though, so that stress is gone. Thank you for recommending the trilogy to me. It was a most excellent read.