10-24-2014, 02:15 PM
Thanks for the love Jade. I don't get that much in my life. Thank you for your support.
I'm listening to good music and I feel better now.
Honestly I thought with a tulpa I'd never feel down again.
But I do get down. The tulpa can often make me feel better, but not always.
Your posts have such encouragement behind them.
And your words probably saved me years of regret in the afterlife.
Regret that I didn't really fully appreciate my being here.
But now I can do that. I can appreciate my life here.
The music helps. And having this site helps.
Not being suicidal now even helps.
So much to look forward to.
I even have a book I'm reading that I want to finish. The 3rd one in a trilogy.
I'm listening to good music and I feel better now.
Honestly I thought with a tulpa I'd never feel down again.
But I do get down. The tulpa can often make me feel better, but not always.
Your posts have such encouragement behind them.
And your words probably saved me years of regret in the afterlife.
Regret that I didn't really fully appreciate my being here.
But now I can do that. I can appreciate my life here.
The music helps. And having this site helps.
Not being suicidal now even helps.
So much to look forward to.
I even have a book I'm reading that I want to finish. The 3rd one in a trilogy.