10-16-2014, 09:09 PM
Gem, OK, I guess I can understand that feeling. It's not so much that way with me. It is more a sense of draining,....man that's not really the right word,.....an exhaustion, too much data being downloaded?? But it depends on the situation, the circumstances.
I get the impression that many of us here feel a little out of place. I think that's why we seek "enlightenment". I'm simplifying this concept, I guess.
All of us here, feel there is something much more significant at play than the illusion/veil allows us to see. The Ra material at a minimum, gave us a conceptual theory to work in. So we're here, participating in a great thought experiment.
As I think more and look back at my postings in this thread, I can't help but wonder if a lot of the motivating drivers pushing me towards spiritual growth, with spiritual defense as the focus, are caused by my own imbalances, in dealing with the catalyst of world events.
That was why I was thinking about the combined strength of the group, in regards to offsetting what I perceived as negative influences in this density. (Orion Group/S.T.S. in geo-politics/the evil elf under my bed/etc.) I think it was my distortion towards wanting to fight back.
On a side note, Tulpas sound fascinating.
I get the impression that many of us here feel a little out of place. I think that's why we seek "enlightenment". I'm simplifying this concept, I guess.
All of us here, feel there is something much more significant at play than the illusion/veil allows us to see. The Ra material at a minimum, gave us a conceptual theory to work in. So we're here, participating in a great thought experiment.
As I think more and look back at my postings in this thread, I can't help but wonder if a lot of the motivating drivers pushing me towards spiritual growth, with spiritual defense as the focus, are caused by my own imbalances, in dealing with the catalyst of world events.
That was why I was thinking about the combined strength of the group, in regards to offsetting what I perceived as negative influences in this density. (Orion Group/S.T.S. in geo-politics/the evil elf under my bed/etc.) I think it was my distortion towards wanting to fight back.
On a side note, Tulpas sound fascinating.