10-14-2014, 04:30 AM
I just don't know what the relationship between the 3rd and 4th would be in this context. Perhaps what I am consciously thinking as loving myself and others with my 3rd chakra (ego) is not matching up with what is truly happening with my 4th chakra? Just stabbing in the dark here.
It is difficult to describe the anxiety, especially when it is at it's most intense... It just feels like I am dying (even though that doesn't really make logical sense to me as I am not consciously afraid of death as I am aware I am merely a dream of my higher self and I will never cease to exist). At it's most intense, I am overcome with a fear of death and just general intense discomfort in the aforementioned area.
It is difficult to describe the anxiety, especially when it is at it's most intense... It just feels like I am dying (even though that doesn't really make logical sense to me as I am not consciously afraid of death as I am aware I am merely a dream of my higher self and I will never cease to exist). At it's most intense, I am overcome with a fear of death and just general intense discomfort in the aforementioned area.