10-13-2014, 11:47 PM
(10-13-2014, 10:13 PM)Parsons Wrote: Sorry if I am 'spamming' you with this issue... it's just the most challenging catalyst I have had to deal with so far. It hasn't seemed to entirely leave me in the past 4 days. I'm trying to gain as much insight as possible.
After trying the microcosmic orbit thing fairly regularly, I feel like I have narrowed the issue down to some kind of issue with the connection between my 3rd and 4th chakra. I feel like it could just be bleedthrough from issues with my 3rd chakra, but it seems like my discomfort stems from the space between my 3rd and 4th.
Also, am I correct in understanding the root of this problem is a disconnect between my mental and physical bodies? Is my emotional body the translator between my body and my mind?
I feel like I have figured out why my very first one was triggered years ago. I used to go out in my back yard to enjoy my nightly (medical) MJ. I had gotten to the point where I could hold my breath for a very long time to avoid wasting any of it. I was holding my breath when the first one hit me. If I were to compare my body to an animal or a small child, I feel like I lost it's trust because I wasn't providing it with enough vital oxygen. Is this at least part of the reason I am having so much difficulty; that my body doesn't trust my mind/ego to protect it?
Take a step back, what is the relationship between the third and fourth? Also, what does your anxiety feel like, as in, what emotion becomes most dominant?