Just trying to find some answers about my brothers suicide.

[Diana]

hello all, my brother killed himself last week, and I guess it was his ritual for the next density or whatever? just looking for some answers, this was his account if anyone knew him(doubt it)...

I didn't see this thread when posted. So sorry to hear this. Suicide is so difficult to deal with. My brother did this when he was 29.

He left notes for his family and friends. So there were some "answers." But the answers didn't really help. When he died, it was as though a part of myself died, the part that shared memories. There were things only he and I knew about or did together.

I have even seen him since, many times in dreams and once while awake he came to me. He came to my mother too. He looked happy. I imagine your brother is happy now too.

It has been many years and I still miss my brother. I'm still sad. Though I honor his choice, and I was never angry with him over it, I still miss him. For me, there's no getting around that. My only advice is to embrace your feelings whatever they are.