I have a confession to make.

[Phoenix]

I sort of got it 'channelled' to me that I am a wanderer of Ra. The reason being is that I have worked closely with Ra through David Wilcock and I just know. I follow his example very closely and have a sort of infatuation with the Cayce route.

Good, good. I actually felt a little panicky and am visibly shaking now I've realised this. But I think I have polarised more to the positive now so I'm not in such danger. So all I'm going to say is 'good, good'.

Interesting aside; I have had an uncomfortable experience with a girl with whom there were many connections to Isis. She talked about Isis cards when we first met, her name means something to do with Isis and she can look a bit snake like. She also could be said to have been the catalyst for my recent 'downfall'. (Whom I thought was my soulmate.)

BUT, as much as it pains me to say it. I am perhaps similar to Cayce and Wilcock in my understanding and may even follow that route more, going as far as channeling possibly. But I cannot know completely unless there is more investigation, or the events of my life further back it up. And essentially, it doesn't matter. 'Let us express a thought. Ra is not elite.' The symbology is relevant enough to think there is a good possibility I am a wanderer of Ra; and that knowledge helps me feel better about the events and understand the karma involved. But that's all it is at this point. Phoenix is also a bird that is solar linked.

But also the events involved were so unpleasant it may be that there was little positive involvement, that leads to the idea that I would then not be.