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Tanner, I see myself in dire need of energetic assistance. And I have been calling and learning from the other energetic distortions/blockages in this thread - which have allowed me to face my suffering and gather awareness.

The mind inhibits and begins to shut down throughout the day - almost nullifying my energy to begin again a healing path.
I understand I have partially chosen this place and this makes me feel more uncomfortable - given my sincere efforts to lift myself. I succeed at times and feel a very healing pressure/presence in my third eye and all the world seems availed of a great fog.

For nearly 50 days I have been battling/surrendering/loving/accepting/feeling most intimately this great shadow self. Her kisses of shadow love.

I write this because I am struggling for what seems my life right now - or a very old portion of myself I am very ready to release.

Additionally nearly every time I begin to slip out of consciousness (falling asleep) I feel a heavy, heavy life threatening energy enter my energetic/physical body through the heart center; through the sacral/solar plexus - preventing me from surrendering myself completely to the productive use of sleeping- I love and I give the light of awareness to these most painful areas. Although there is still a trauma with the energetic sensitivity of mind.

Blessings to all reading this and love/light to all! All of you are with such courage to attempt a balance with such loving contentiousness.

We would recommend a technique in which you look in to the eyes of yourself as your shadow self. The shadow self often dwells around and behind us as a presence when it is not yet integrated. Feel around you and see if you can feel the presence of your shadow self. See what you look like as that dark self, and see it to its end. See yourself as a master of the dark self, able to be it just as much as your light.

The key to accepting the dark self, the shadow, is to allow its power to be part of who and what you are, while maintaining the awareness of your choice in each moment.

Look in to the eyes of your dark self and allow yourself to become it. Then, do the same for your light self and see how you are the balance, the fulcrum between the two, that which uses the power of each. Seeing both your dark and light self, allow yourself to become them both simultaneously and blend and transmute in to one complete self that is neither dark nor light, but one.

I am able to offer you some energetic support and some assistance in clearing the blockage of your mid-section on top of this technique, if you wish it.