To live in the present moment, do you have to be perpetually aware of your inner body, as Eckhart Tolle puts it. He mentions that as you place more and more attention on your inner body, it's vibrational frequency increases comparatively.
This is where I believe I have done most of my work in the last few years or so. I've tried volunteering as well attending meetup groups, all for the purpose of being more comfortable around others and lessening my social anxieties (yellow ray I believe). But even with this work done I still often feel how Gemini describes. Always left wanting more. I feel like there is nothing I can't do in my life, and even though there is still some aversion to certain things, I can build up the strength to face these things. I still suck at socializing haha but I can do it if it is necessary. Im wondering if this shows a blockage. Does having a balanced yellow ray mean that you enjoy all social interactions without any discomfort or strain? Or does it mean you can socialise if need be, but that doesn't necesarily mean you will enjoy the interaction. If I want to talk with someone, I can do it. With all this said, of course I am closer now to where I want to be. Just wish things where a little clearer.
(09-05-2014, 09:38 PM)xise Wrote: In my opinion, you haven't tried things that could help. You have tried a lot, but you've missed some very important and frankly non-esoteric/spiritual ways of dealing with red/orange/yellow. I've suggested before trying out new activities in life so you start to find something you love, trying to find activities where you start to value yourself and love yourself more, standing up to your mother, and socializing more in groups (meetup.com). From your op, I'm not sure you have tried these. These activities may or may not be helpful for you. I can only tell you they were essential to my journey, in combination with my belief work.
This is where I believe I have done most of my work in the last few years or so. I've tried volunteering as well attending meetup groups, all for the purpose of being more comfortable around others and lessening my social anxieties (yellow ray I believe). But even with this work done I still often feel how Gemini describes. Always left wanting more. I feel like there is nothing I can't do in my life, and even though there is still some aversion to certain things, I can build up the strength to face these things. I still suck at socializing haha but I can do it if it is necessary. Im wondering if this shows a blockage. Does having a balanced yellow ray mean that you enjoy all social interactions without any discomfort or strain? Or does it mean you can socialise if need be, but that doesn't necesarily mean you will enjoy the interaction. If I want to talk with someone, I can do it. With all this said, of course I am closer now to where I want to be. Just wish things where a little clearer.
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