09-05-2014, 03:16 PM
I agree with ricdaw, but my thoughts would be, have you tried just surrendering and giving in to acceptance of the state of where you are and your life? It seems your whole approach to happiness is that things are not right now and you want to "do" something to change it in to a state of happiness. Maybe what you need to do is stop trying and just start being, accept your life exactly as it is, living your life instead of always trying to make it in to something else.