Forcing yourself to love

[Phoenix]

p.s. As an aside, I think the primary means of acceptance of anything is basically through understanding (even partial) and faith. Understanding is usually easier worked upon as it's the primary means we used to accept things even before becoming spiritual. Throw in forgiveness as needed. So maybe really dig deep and begin to understand why you feel the way you feel - what experiences, perspectives, and past beliefs created the feelings you have within you, and through that you can understand and begin to accept them. Understanding is so key in my personal journey it's not even funny.

Xise. I've enjoyed a lot of your perspectives.

In respect of the main thread I do think that when you are in position of being loving like that it is because you have not relied on a more 'elite' view of yourself. It is that part of you is humble. So I think that it is in fact a statement of how far along you are on the path.