Forcing yourself to love

[Billy]

Whilst I fully agree that you shouldn't deter your happiness and place its manifestation on outcomes, I feel like there are things that can be done, which may be uncomfortable, for the purposes of more and more happiness as you move through life. Anyways, im not keeping you up am i? It's quite late in Canada isn't it? What is a growing boy like you doing up at this hour? Adonai, please get some rest.