Forcing yourself to love

[Billy]

Pushing oneself: I don't feel this is growth. I feel this is self-denial and attempting to form oneself into a persona and not a person.

Very interesting. Thank you.
Also, what about pushing yourself to face your fears? Isn't this a necessary part of growing. No one feels comfortable facing their fears but they do it anyway for the sake of growth. Ahhh Adonai, stay cool, haha.