Ra on suicide

[Adonai One]

Because you were the Logos, Gemini, then you radiated yourself to other pieces of rock that became sub-Logoi, then you radiated yourself to animals and then an animal warped your light into what you are now. You did this all to yourself, Gemini, and you wanted it as you wanted it indirectly in the creations before you being the Logos. It's all you, literally, physically, in every way.

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You just want this just because. Now it's time to see if you really want this or if you want something else. You make tweaks to this every day in every way. You're forming a better universe directly. It can be all that you want and more at any time. You are not only The Creator. You are a universal creator, a universal artist.