08-21-2014, 07:27 AM
Here's something that just hit me: I have talked previously about my peak experience. The whole thing started when I started feeling like a wine glass in the room with an opera singer. That's to say that I felt like I was being "played," steadily, at incrementally higher and higher notes. And this was immensely pleasurable, even as it got close to what I intuited was the point where the wine glass shatters.
I might have asked for it to stop; I can't remember. If I did, it wasn't because I wanted it to, because I was having a great time. It was just getting close to the point where I really felt that the body would die and I didn't want the incarnation to end. Well, again, that's a nuanced statement, since a part of me paradoxically would have LOVED not having to go back out of this state, and would probably have chosen death over that.
Anyway, once the "singer" let off, I stayed at that constant state for the next few hours, apparently taking another person in the room in with me (or she took me in with her), since she afterewards reported precisely the same phenomena that I did, which were, in part: full-blown, accurate auras (verified indirectly by one of them, that's another story); hearing messages in my head like "Coming into birth is like waking from sleep" that came at me so quickly it was hard picking them apart; experiencing this other girl's emotions at will, with her permission (though we never spoke verbally), it was like being in her skin with her; and seeing everyone in the room connected with each other by incredibly thin red filaments that extended from our bodies.
This whole time I was suffused with the most indescribable joy that I felt perpetually moments away from simultaneous sobbing and raucous laughter.
Anyway, I was thinking about this just now, and it hit me how similar this was to how Carla describes the stair steps of light after incarnation. This opera singer/wine glass feeling I had seems like a different way of describing the same thing.
I've run this experience by other channels and gotten guidance to the effect that this was a taste of the process, meant to keep me from straying from purpose in-incarnation, plus something else that I haven't quite been able to understand yet.
What struck today was that if this WAS something akin to the harvest process, then I may have gotten a taste of FOURTH OR HIGHER DENSITY while in third-density incarnation.
And if THAT'S true, then HOLY HARVEST BATMAN do you hopefuls have something to look forward to. I can honestly tell you that it doesn't matter what deprivations or suffering you have had to endure here, EVERYTHING IS MADE TOTALLY ALRIGHT the second you hit that state. I cannot stress this enough. Nothing hurts anymore, the past falls away, and it actually feels like you are LITERALLY "carved into the palm of His hand," to reference scripture. I was looking to my left and right for the edges of His hand wrapped around me, it's that strong.
To Carla and gang: what do you think of my hypothesis? I know that Ra has said that electrical systems would fail were a third-density entity made fully aware of fourth-density existence, but that could be even more optimistic, as that could mean I only got a small taste. Have you ever met anyone else who reported this kind of experience and what lessons were they able to take away from it?
If nothing else, take this as "Law of One Good News." This is WAYYYY better than me showing up at your door with a copy of the Watchtower or something. Totally knocks that "good news" out of the water. If you think I'm right in my theory, and you guys have any questions, I will do my best to answer them here. I want this experience to be of service in some way if it can. And if it brings hope to any needing that, then that would be perfect.
I might have asked for it to stop; I can't remember. If I did, it wasn't because I wanted it to, because I was having a great time. It was just getting close to the point where I really felt that the body would die and I didn't want the incarnation to end. Well, again, that's a nuanced statement, since a part of me paradoxically would have LOVED not having to go back out of this state, and would probably have chosen death over that.
Anyway, once the "singer" let off, I stayed at that constant state for the next few hours, apparently taking another person in the room in with me (or she took me in with her), since she afterewards reported precisely the same phenomena that I did, which were, in part: full-blown, accurate auras (verified indirectly by one of them, that's another story); hearing messages in my head like "Coming into birth is like waking from sleep" that came at me so quickly it was hard picking them apart; experiencing this other girl's emotions at will, with her permission (though we never spoke verbally), it was like being in her skin with her; and seeing everyone in the room connected with each other by incredibly thin red filaments that extended from our bodies.
This whole time I was suffused with the most indescribable joy that I felt perpetually moments away from simultaneous sobbing and raucous laughter.
Anyway, I was thinking about this just now, and it hit me how similar this was to how Carla describes the stair steps of light after incarnation. This opera singer/wine glass feeling I had seems like a different way of describing the same thing.
I've run this experience by other channels and gotten guidance to the effect that this was a taste of the process, meant to keep me from straying from purpose in-incarnation, plus something else that I haven't quite been able to understand yet.
What struck today was that if this WAS something akin to the harvest process, then I may have gotten a taste of FOURTH OR HIGHER DENSITY while in third-density incarnation.
And if THAT'S true, then HOLY HARVEST BATMAN do you hopefuls have something to look forward to. I can honestly tell you that it doesn't matter what deprivations or suffering you have had to endure here, EVERYTHING IS MADE TOTALLY ALRIGHT the second you hit that state. I cannot stress this enough. Nothing hurts anymore, the past falls away, and it actually feels like you are LITERALLY "carved into the palm of His hand," to reference scripture. I was looking to my left and right for the edges of His hand wrapped around me, it's that strong.
To Carla and gang: what do you think of my hypothesis? I know that Ra has said that electrical systems would fail were a third-density entity made fully aware of fourth-density existence, but that could be even more optimistic, as that could mean I only got a small taste. Have you ever met anyone else who reported this kind of experience and what lessons were they able to take away from it?
If nothing else, take this as "Law of One Good News." This is WAYYYY better than me showing up at your door with a copy of the Watchtower or something. Totally knocks that "good news" out of the water. If you think I'm right in my theory, and you guys have any questions, I will do my best to answer them here. I want this experience to be of service in some way if it can. And if it brings hope to any needing that, then that would be perfect.