07-27-2014, 01:26 AM
I realized just now that my greatest fear is for something to happen while my attention is elsewhere and to miss on the opportunity to help. I fear walking away or taking a path away from others in that if something happens and they need support and I am not around to give it, I don't know how to deal with that feeling of helplessness. Perhaps this is why I feel so helpless in the world because really, there is much I am sheer-ly incapable of helping and it breaks my heart.