What are you afraid of (spiritually)?

[ascension scout]

I would actually argue that your years as an 'addict' was part of your path and lessons. What did you learn from the experience? That was the purpose of it.

Yes.....yes. I did learn stuff. I likely would not have stumbled across the Law of One if I was not up all night watching videos on Project Camelot. I would not have gone through the process of sobering up and learning to take control of my life. I also would not appreciate being sober as I do today. I should appreciate the acceleration of my current path more, thank you!

Re the contact stuff. Honestly, I felt the same way initially. While not quite towards the ET phenomena, but seemingly needing actual to my face 'proof' that I was on the right track to validate it all. I have since realised that it takes much more strength, courage and faith to believe without the need for such proof. It's a rewarding experience, and you will find validation naturally comes when you do not actively seek it later on.

Look inwards rather than outwards, it's all there.

As I was initially typing that line about being jealous of contactees, I was thinking how 'ye of little faith' that sounded. Because really that's all I desire is a little validation. Faith over intellect is a work in progress!

"Faith is the conscious tool of the intellect used to link your intellect, which is a rather weak tool, with your intuition and your deeper awarenesses, which are very strong tools, but about which you know nothing intellectually." -Hatonn

"It is ironic, is it not, that in the search for truth the answers lie not in discovering that which can be known, but in discovering that the secrets to the mystery of transformation lie in unknowing and faith. Faith is the most powerful force in the universe, it being another name for realized or positively realized love. You live in a universe made of love. " -Q'uo