(07-14-2014, 12:58 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: I like when I talk about positive things. But I get anxious even now talking about the good things.
I can't escape this anxious feeling.
The reason you like it is because it helps distract you from facing your fears, and the anxious feeling is letting you know that you know you're doing this but for some reason do not wish to look or acknowledge it. Rather than work through it on your own (Which can be difficult being on the 'inside') I would think it would be better if you found a therapist who is open to your values and who you would be comfortable discussing with.
To be of service to others you need to be of service to your self first. Plenty of time to worry about 4/5/6D later. You're in 3D now and it's where you know you're supposed to be.
If you know you're not going to be here forever, what's the worse that can happen by facing your fears?
Edit: I was 'told' to tell you to think of it this way. Whenever I, or another member, may offer advice, it is communication from your Guide/HS working through us to give you what you need to know.