No one is really talking about repression; what all these otherselves including myself are trying to tell you is that studying an experienced emotion yields greater insight than simply experiencing the same emotion over and over again.
There is no right or wrong way though, I just think to live an emotionally unexamined life is a longer path back to the creator than living an examined one. But if you really dislike examining and understanding your emotions to such an extent that the reactivity falls away without repression as distortions fall away naturally, that's your choice man.
One could speculate whether you are being honest about the choice of your path or whether an underlying unexamined distortion is causing your balancing process to differ so greatly from the Ra material's suggestions, or it could be that you are a truly unique entity. Only you know for sure.
There is no right or wrong way though, I just think to live an emotionally unexamined life is a longer path back to the creator than living an examined one. But if you really dislike examining and understanding your emotions to such an extent that the reactivity falls away without repression as distortions fall away naturally, that's your choice man.
One could speculate whether you are being honest about the choice of your path or whether an underlying unexamined distortion is causing your balancing process to differ so greatly from the Ra material's suggestions, or it could be that you are a truly unique entity. Only you know for sure.