Wanting Our Own World

[xise]

I got thoughts of dying earlier today, but I said no to them, because of what you had written regarding my guide. I hope it's going to be easier to say no to those thoughts. I know we should accept all things, but I can't accept death and dying, at my young age. Even though I previously would have wanted to, I think now I am beginning to love life a bit more. Not always trying to take the easy way out.

Getting out and meeting new people is going to be difficult for me. I can't go to bars because I can't drink alcohol with my meds.

You have a lot more strength than you yet realize, but you will, you are on the way, my friend. Also, you can go to bars and not drink! Aha

Have a glass of water always in hand. If you smoke, that's also something to keep you busy (I do cigars to pass the time when out sometimes). If you have to explain yourself and you don't wish to get into it, you can always say you don't drink period and often new people you meet won't ask why.

This thread is beautiful btw.