Wanting Our Own World

[Unbound]

I got thoughts of dying earlier today, but I said no to them, because of what you had written regarding my guide. I hope it's going to be easier to say no to those thoughts. I know we should accept all things, but I can't accept death and dying, at my young age. Even though I previously would have wanted to, I think now I am beginning to love life a bit more. Not always trying to take the easy way out.

Getting out and meeting new people is going to be difficult for me. I can't go to bars because I can't drink alcohol with my meds.

You have a lot more strength than you yet realize, but you will, you are on the way, my friend. Also, you can go to bars and not drink! Aha