What are you afraid of (spiritually)?

[Confused]

You know, I haven't really thought about it... But I'm really surprised this isn't a fear of mine. I was an atheist for most of my life (6-26 years old). I deeply believed that the universe was an indifferent place and that nothingness would greet me after my short life.

Yet only 3 years later, I don't have the slightest doubt in my mind about my own spirituality. It makes sense to me on so many levels and goes well beyond what I can even comprehend with my mind. I have never believed in something so deeply in my entire life.

I am not trying to poke fun at your fears or say it is a flaw. I am merely expounding on something I hadn't really considered before.

Envious of you, Parsons. To know one's firm platform is such a blessing. Sadly, I lost it in the hail of severe catalysts that stormed my life. Have become quite cynical and bitter deeply inside, which infects most of my interpretations of almost everything.

That is why I now feel envious of people who know and naturally own their connection to their inner chord of spirituality.