I fear asking for help, being told to do something, not being able to do it. and then having to shut my vibration down or being driven to suicide because I can't supress the positive polarity in me. Or that I am suddenly faced with the negative because I supressed the positive.
I don't think though that is how it works anymore. I think if you want to do something outside yourself then that is the love encouraging you to do what you want to do anyway, because they don't usually condemn. However, if you start loving yourself regardless of what is going on outside of you. perhaps that old EFT saying (even though ____ I completely love and accept myself). Then I think this potential can be solved.
Also there are always clues. So when you were going to do something perhaps there was evidence you were being selfish.
I am not afraid of a mental hospital.
I don't think though that is how it works anymore. I think if you want to do something outside yourself then that is the love encouraging you to do what you want to do anyway, because they don't usually condemn. However, if you start loving yourself regardless of what is going on outside of you. perhaps that old EFT saying (even though ____ I completely love and accept myself). Then I think this potential can be solved.
Also there are always clues. So when you were going to do something perhaps there was evidence you were being selfish.
I am not afraid of a mental hospital.