My Life

[third-density-being]

Hello Gemini Wolf,

I've never posted to Wanderer Stories.

I'm Glad You've shared equivalent of that

I've done DMT smoked a number of times, which once landed me on a spacecraft above a planet. That was my experience in hyperspace. I've also done a variant of Ayahuasca. This was before my 3 schizophrenic breakdowns.

Schizophrenia for me has been both terrifying and beautiful. Since it varies so much I'm now on a mood stabilizer.

If I would like to be extremely consequent with what I've learn from The Law of One about our true beingness and rules of this illusion, I would andvice You Dear Gemini Wolf, to resign from all meds and experience your current state in full. Heal with your Work and Understanding - not with pharmacological "aid", which influence only conditions of the material vehicle. Your Self, as Whole, may have some problems with addapting here. Or maby You just need to accept what You have, not repress.
Please remember - this is just my opinion. An advice. Eventual decision is Yours to make. It may be harsh at first but eventually You should balanced Your Self out.
I just have bad experiences with medicaments and I know from experience that a lot is possible to overcome with Will and Understanding.

There isn't really much to say about me that hasn't already been said.

Before this post I've read a lot of your comments. In most You've expressed suffering. I'm truly sorry for all Sorrows You've experienced here in this reality. I hope from this point on it will be Better for You.

I once had the experience that I went through a portal and became Creator. I wanted to make stars with other Creators. I've learned since then that you can't take spiritual experiences at face value.

I'm wondering what exactly You ment by "can't take spiritual experiences at face value". Could You express it in many more words, please?

Creator is Everything in Potentation. Creation is an activation of this Potentation. Of course even most advance Being/Entity is able to perceive only Part of the Entire Creation. No One but Creator HimSelf may experiences Everything/Has All Experiences.
It must be truly Amazing Feeling to experience Self as Creator. Eterniy/Forever-ness in Its Entirety, I imagine.

Take Good Care Gemini Wolf