Going against higher self

[AnthroHeart]

I don't usually dwell in negative thinking. I think about what brings me comfort. But I dwell on those thoughts. They might take me away from the present. I understand the importance of the veil, and I guess I am glad for it. I do want to advance spiritually. But I wonder how my line of thinking is affecting my polarity and my balance.

What choices I have made will have what affect on me in higher levels? I don't know.

I like what your dad's friend said. Like I said I am not frustrated with life. I just want something more.

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Why would she call the cops on you?

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(Also, I am going off-topic here so you can respond in the other thread we are talking in, if you like.)

Because I am her provider. I give her a place to live. If I left, she'd be homeless.