This whole thing has been what I call karma.
I have just written to the person involved forgiving them. Twice before, once with this person and once with another. I have forgiven and then not been able to carry it through with my actions. Then the bad feelings/ situations return and these are awful. I don't know what this 'forgiving being' will be guided to do with his actions but I know that if I don't carry out whatever it is I will depolarise.
So I am scared and stuck.
Well, to the best of my knowledge I did carry out what I was guided to do, It may be over now or it may not.
I have just written to the person involved forgiving them. Twice before, once with this person and once with another. I have forgiven and then not been able to carry it through with my actions. Then the bad feelings/ situations return and these are awful. I don't know what this 'forgiving being' will be guided to do with his actions but I know that if I don't carry out whatever it is I will depolarise.
So I am scared and stuck.
Well, to the best of my knowledge I did carry out what I was guided to do, It may be over now or it may not.