What if you weren't a wanderer (or had to repeat 3D)?

[Horuseus]

Would you be disappointed upon finding that you're an Earth native and have billions of years to go till Ra's density? That you won't be harvested with Ra or another social memory complex. That it might feel like you're starting over?

The "you" that you think will be disappointed is simply a mask your inner self dons. In other words, the question is framed from a perspective that simply would not ordinarily ask that question, let alone have a concept of disappointment or linear time.

You're only a small fragmented/siphoned off portion of your total higher self/oversoul. It might be helpful to think of yourself as an Organ, independent on it's own yet supported by, and contributing to the awareness of the greater self which it has no direct knowledge of.