I don't think that sexual activity without the actual releasing of the load has the same effect. When I feel I have received things it is always in the moment. Like one energy swoop.
Also, I'm still trying to work out my own fractured psychology. I got rid of one of the behaviours I did a while back that I think caused fear and mistrust in the universe. Without that I'm wondering if I can relax a bit on the sexual desires.
Also, my dreams started to reflect to me some more carnal realities that I suppose I must have supressed. So it's a bit of a hard line to balance. I do feel that when I am in love the more uncomfortable of those desires disappear because of other priorities, but love in the romantic sense is hard to come by.
Also, I'm still trying to work out my own fractured psychology. I got rid of one of the behaviours I did a while back that I think caused fear and mistrust in the universe. Without that I'm wondering if I can relax a bit on the sexual desires.
Also, my dreams started to reflect to me some more carnal realities that I suppose I must have supressed. So it's a bit of a hard line to balance. I do feel that when I am in love the more uncomfortable of those desires disappear because of other priorities, but love in the romantic sense is hard to come by.