Example of service to self satisfying in the shadows.

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The adept, whether positive or negative, has the same Matrix. The Potentiator is also identical. Due to the Catalyst of each adept the adept may begin to pick and choose that into which it shall look further. The Experience of the Spirit, that which you have called the Moon, is then, by far, the more manifest of influences upon the polarity of the adept. Even the most unhappy of experiences, shall we say, which seem to occur in the Catalyst of the adept, seen from the viewpoint of the spirit, may, with the discrimination possible in shadow, be worked with until light equaling the light of brightest noon descends upon the adept and positive or service-to-others illumination has occurred. The service-to-self adept will satisfy itself with the shadows and, grasping the light of day, will toss back the head in grim laughter, preferring the darkness.

What you see as confusion and insanity I think makes sense and is sanity for a STS oriented entity.

Maybe he was not a service to self entity and the title of my post is misleading but he was heading towards that path.

I don't think one becomes service to self magicly one day, I think traumatic and depressive experiences during childhood and teenager years get you in that path. Have you ever been depressed? ever been so low that you feel empowered by it?

Charles Mason even got people to kill for him, he suffered greatly during his childhood, instead of working with the light, he embraced the shadows.

Now these two persons might not be able to fully polarize toward STS because their freedom is taking away, but if they were not incarcerated, I think, chances are they would be able to do so.

Genghis Khan also went through traumatic experiences during childhood but he was a position of power and there was no system to take his freedom away therefore he was able to graduate STS. He was responsible for many, many getting killed.

"Violence and murder don't necessarily imply a service-to-self nature"
Posted by Bring4th_Austin - Yesterday 04:45 PM

Gangs and Cartels are a perfect example of a STS pyramid of power, the only way to get up there is by control and manipulation, the most aggressive and intelligent ones are the ones who climb the ladder. And centainly violence and murder is the tool of choice for them.

Now control and manipulation are helpful tools to polarize STS but killing the other self will get you more points.

Ra: I am Ra. We shall repeat these entities had the potential for sexual energy buildup. The choice of stimulus is certainly the choice of the entity. In the case of which you speak, these entities were strongly polarized orange ray, thus finding the energy blockage of power over others, the putting to death being the ultimate power over others; this then being expressed in a sexual manner, though solitary.

Yeah, you could say the ones who are in control of the illusory human slavement system prefer to use a "well-planned action" but in the end they send their pawns to kill for them in other countries to apply their "freedom" agenda.

JF Kennedy wanted to abolish the federal reserve, what did they do? they killed him.

STS acts look as confusion in the eyes of STO, I'm pretty sure STS see confusion in the acts of STO.