Is this what it is: Everything is destined to happen

[isis]

Where do you see responsibility in this equation?

What? I'm not sure if I exactly understand your question so I'll just ramble.

Assuming it's true that one can even actually be responsible for things, who could possibly be responsible for things other than the one infinite creator aka you?

I take responsibility for everything that is. Correction: for everything that I think is. I think everything that seemingly is is ultimately my doing and also what seemingly is is what I like to think I am. I think I'm also that which is (seemingly) not - even though I can't come anywhere near fathoming how it's possible to be that which is not. =)

but maybe there can't actually be "that which is not"? Could we be that powerful?

This is how I see it, for the time being: I don't think we can fathom the magnitude of the powers we possess. However, I think we can begin to fathom the power - so I attempt it. "The nature of your language is such that what is distorted cannot, to our knowledge, be fully undistorted but only illuminated somewhat."

I think it's one of two things...either everything that can possibly happen already has or nothing can ever really happen at all. So I've thrown responsibility out of the window & yet had it all land on me at the same time & it's fun.

Either all is or all is not...or maybe even both - could we be that powerful?

All could be illusion, somehow even 'illusion' itself could be illusion, but that doesn't really make sense to me. (I like to think the definition of 'illusion' is somehow 'oneness'...)

All responsibility, or blame or praise or w/e, IMO can fall on no one other than me - if all is one/illusion/me...& this forces me to conclude something that really resonates with me: that all is, always, well (despite appearances) and that I work/exist in very mysterious *and powerful* ways.