"The experience of no need to find the necessary emolument."

[Phoenix]

I might define orange and yellow ray polarisation in the light of my own experience. It just seems strange to leave it like it is. As 'orange and yellow ray polarisation' without any explanation of what that means.

Orange ray, possession etc. of others. I experienced possessive feelings about a few of the girls I have met. Also this strange idolisation that comes from lust but not from actually knowing a person, and when they are actually too different in some cases. Also, having to become aware that some people do see the world in very animalistic terms where I do not. Also, one of these jobs it became clear what I sexually did not want.

Yellow ray. Power etc. The last catalyst I got of this sort was a job recently where I was set on by a bit of a tyrant. But I addressed the area through becoming completely unable to be 'picked apart.' At which point they made up lies about me and fired me. Also, control battles, which made me become aware of the negative polarity in others. (When I was younger.) I feel that now that I have a different lifestyle than others, because I outgrew the alcoholic slumber that a lot of people live in, I have more power to be myself.

I'm obviously not doing that deep work in this area. At the moment the whole idea with girls may be worked on at least a little in relation to a volunteer job I'm at.

Good luck with your book Adonai. I mean that! .