05-13-2014, 01:12 PM
I should reiterate what I meant wih that previous post. My ex basically took care of the finances during a particularly rough period of my life where I was deep in a depression while bucking the system and questioning everything about life. I had a very helpful psychologist who was very versed in Buddhism, meditation, etc so he became a teacher in a sense. During the times I was living off of my wife, she was ok with it for a while until our finances became an issue. I continued upon my track towards self discovery which ultimately lead us to sell our house because one icons wasn't enough.
I respect my wife for doing such a service as I ultimately found the field of xray which I thoroughly enjoy. But this was temporary and I never once thought about bucking the system to the level of completely rejecting any and all notions of "normal" societal interaction and contribution. I knew it was more about finding my place within this confusing illusion.
I respect my wife for doing such a service as I ultimately found the field of xray which I thoroughly enjoy. But this was temporary and I never once thought about bucking the system to the level of completely rejecting any and all notions of "normal" societal interaction and contribution. I knew it was more about finding my place within this confusing illusion.
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