Higher Self Laughing

[AnthroHeart]

Then those bad thoughts I've had are those of the higher self as well.
Or maybe they're not bad, but restless thoughts.
I'll know after this life what it's like to be the higher self.
I don't feel very magical in this life.

Yeah, I follow some of David Wilcock's work.

I guess I can appreciate my higher self, even if it is laughing at me.

I do have respect for it, but it is clouded in so much mystery.

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I feel like mine it sitting with a hammer waiting to terminate my incarnation.

Ha, I feel like mine is constantly moving things around just so I don't terminate my incarnation.

I don't feel my higher self does much. It just lets me be. I think it certainly doesn't move things around to prevent termination of my incarnation, as I get feelings towards that quite often.

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when I feel like my higher self is laughing at me I join in.

I don't understand my higher self's humor.
Sometimes he's weird, like giving me visions of him dancing around me naked.