03-26-2014, 10:00 AM
This night, at around 01:00 AM-ish, at work, I was so exhausted that I could not serve anymore. I just had to sit down for couple of minutes before continuing taking care of other people (right now I work as a head nurse at a retirement home for people with dimentia). Since I've been working too much lately, I haven't had the time to go to my physiotherapist either, which means that my neck has been giving me more problems. So I laid down on a couch, closed my eyes, and tried to clear my mind by attaining silence, but it didn't work because I was too tired to focus and my neck was in pain; and then my thoughts drifted away to a certain entity of home.
And here where it comes: this then took its own life, and suddenly it felt like this entity was massaging my neck, and it felt like many, small orgasms (
) or energy releases in my neck. And it felt sooo good! And there was also reminder of service to others as a circle, and an activation of my whole head, like there was incoming energy into the head. This lasted just couple of minutes, and at the end I saw a flower. Don't know where it came from, but have my guesses. 
Afterwards I felt very energized, lighter, not being grumpy and exhausted anymore, but happy and ready to serve again, which I did! Took really good care of others at my work for the rest of that night shift.
When my shift ended I was still in the same amazing mood, still feeling light and love, and I *still* feel this, hours later, even after have been sleeping. And my neck problems are not as they were before whatever happened in that short meditation this night either! Me sooo happy!
I would like to thank that entity who visited me this night and served, and I want to thank the Infinite One for this experience.
And here where it comes: this then took its own life, and suddenly it felt like this entity was massaging my neck, and it felt like many, small orgasms (
) or energy releases in my neck. And it felt sooo good! And there was also reminder of service to others as a circle, and an activation of my whole head, like there was incoming energy into the head. This lasted just couple of minutes, and at the end I saw a flower. Don't know where it came from, but have my guesses. Afterwards I felt very energized, lighter, not being grumpy and exhausted anymore, but happy and ready to serve again, which I did! Took really good care of others at my work for the rest of that night shift.
When my shift ended I was still in the same amazing mood, still feeling light and love, and I *still* feel this, hours later, even after have been sleeping. And my neck problems are not as they were before whatever happened in that short meditation this night either! Me sooo happy!
I would like to thank that entity who visited me this night and served, and I want to thank the Infinite One for this experience.
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