05-26-2010, 10:52 PM
This is a bit more of an informal post but I felt like this is a story I had to share. that we are all real people dealing with the ego on a daily basis. Everyday we strive to be as best we can, and sometimes there are just these moments that have us step back to think a bit about the way things are.
i am currently bummed out
because
well i don't like that i am going to be in the back row of my kung fu performance
it's like they put me in the back because i suck or something
and i wonder if anyone is even going to see me
and then i went on this dating website and paid for a month
because i wanted to satisfy my curiousity
and i find all these women who just want to date guys 5'11 and taller
there are so many more shorter guys in the world
than there are taller
i find it a little aggravating
and just a little too good to be true
that some random chick really hot flirts me
and then
she wants to meet tomorrow
but the catch is to vote for her on this website
and i'm like nothing but stuff that is all too good to be true
especially for people like me
So I said no, I'm not meeting this person in fact I don't even think this person is real!
Just some kind of internet lurker looking to make easy money.
Or solicit someone's computer somehow.
Anyway I feel like sometimes I'm a sub grade or a sub level of humanity
and it fucking sucks
on top of that
this guy faustino who i don't like in my school has a very large ego
i've been going to school everyday practicing for this performance
and for almost a year he quit our school just to go to this other school
and then all of a sudden he's back and already he's part of the performance
and it really ticks me off
and it hurts
and it's stupid depressing
and all s*** s*** s***
so class ended right
there is this guy ezekiel
he has this wierd learning disability
he can never keep his back straight and his form sucks and he's almost like a real life goofy u know
goofy from disney
but u know what he says to me today
happy birthday
and i'm like wait a minute how do u know it's my birthday?
he's not friends with me on facebook or anything like that
he told me
because you told me last year
and i was taken so far back
i stopped dead in my tracks
i still feel shitty u know
i feel stupid, and self absorbed and just
blah
this guy
used to annoy me so much when i first started
and as time goes on i only have nothing but love for him
the first time our class had a rehearsal for the performance
like 4 ppl from his family came
that kid is so much full of love
and so surrounded by love
he's like a damn saint
and the people i see that get pissed off from what seems like his carelessness
only seem all the more like a buncha a*******
myself included
thats my story
Felix
i am currently bummed out
because
well i don't like that i am going to be in the back row of my kung fu performance
it's like they put me in the back because i suck or something
and i wonder if anyone is even going to see me
and then i went on this dating website and paid for a month
because i wanted to satisfy my curiousity
and i find all these women who just want to date guys 5'11 and taller
there are so many more shorter guys in the world
than there are taller
i find it a little aggravating
and just a little too good to be true
that some random chick really hot flirts me
and then
she wants to meet tomorrow
but the catch is to vote for her on this website
and i'm like nothing but stuff that is all too good to be true
especially for people like me
So I said no, I'm not meeting this person in fact I don't even think this person is real!
Just some kind of internet lurker looking to make easy money.
Or solicit someone's computer somehow.
Anyway I feel like sometimes I'm a sub grade or a sub level of humanity
and it fucking sucks
on top of that
this guy faustino who i don't like in my school has a very large ego
i've been going to school everyday practicing for this performance
and for almost a year he quit our school just to go to this other school
and then all of a sudden he's back and already he's part of the performance
and it really ticks me off
and it hurts
and it's stupid depressing
and all s*** s*** s***
so class ended right
there is this guy ezekiel
he has this wierd learning disability
he can never keep his back straight and his form sucks and he's almost like a real life goofy u know
goofy from disney
but u know what he says to me today
happy birthday
and i'm like wait a minute how do u know it's my birthday?
he's not friends with me on facebook or anything like that
he told me
because you told me last year
and i was taken so far back
i stopped dead in my tracks
i still feel shitty u know
i feel stupid, and self absorbed and just
blah
this guy
used to annoy me so much when i first started
and as time goes on i only have nothing but love for him
the first time our class had a rehearsal for the performance
like 4 ppl from his family came
that kid is so much full of love
and so surrounded by love
he's like a damn saint
and the people i see that get pissed off from what seems like his carelessness
only seem all the more like a buncha a*******
myself included
thats my story
Felix