05-22-2010, 02:30 AM
(05-21-2010, 04:45 AM)ayadew Wrote: I feel rather disconnected from the world. We have all these fear-producing happenings, yet it doesn't move me. Perhaps I'm ignorant. Perhaps I don't chose fear. In any case, I feel quite good in this state
Disconnected is a good description of my present state as well. Although I am very aware of the same vibrations that are challenging our tolerance and patience at this juncture in time. I can totally relate to the feelings of frustration and aggravation you guys are describing. It is all I can do some days to maintain my composure-and I don't have to deal with the sheeple in large groups at all on a daily basis. However, there is a different shade of annoyance that comes with driving to and from work, and lunch with your house mate, a 47 yr old single guy who has never moved out of his parents house til this year. Super intelligent, and super nice guy- I'm like his only friend because we challenge each others intellect, are able to converse on an even playing field, and I have been granted the tolerance to go where others fear to tread.
He is a good friend, and we share a great deal of mutual respect. The arrangement is totally harmonious and very mutually beneficial-at work and at home, but he can be like the precocious little brother, poking the bear. I was faced with the conscious decision to let him get to me, or see him for what i know he is, and disconnect from it. It is not easy, but I have to stand the higher ground, it has served me well-there are bright areas of light in unexpected places if you are able to disentangle yourself from distracting and annoying distortions.
I think the key is revealed in something I read recently, and which I had already been implementing inadvertently. Wanderers, and all those aware of and preparing for harvest and/or ascension etc. would be well served to become vigilant in protection of their essence/energy. There is much that leeches upon our energy, we allow it for reasons steeped in distortion, but we are becoming exponentially less resonant with those who have no awareness or desire to seek. We are the people of the last days, but not our last days. The last days of a major cycle, graduate or relocate. It is time to focus, cast off negativity, finish your lessons, and concentrate on remembering. I find great peace in knowing, things seem almost humorous when I can see them as third density puzzles, games and oddities. The blind leading the blind, I don't think it is going to get any easier-disconnect.