Just trying to find some answers about my brothers suicide.

[ChickenInSpace]

hello all, my brother killed himself last week, and I guess it was his ritual for the next density or whatever? just looking for some answers, this was his account if anyone knew him(doubt it)...

We're a bunch of phonies who try to know more about ourselves. Sometimes we stumble and fall, sometimes we stumble and kill ourselves. Your brother Isaac wouldn't be the first I know/knew who went through this even if I'm 'young' in the sense of this community. What I'm saying is that you'll learn from him or somewhere else what/why things happened. When in grief, this might be impossible but as you move away from grief and into being happy for yourself and, in the end, for him, I feel confident you will have your answers.

I'm absolutely no seer and have no 'magical power' whatsoever. All I experienced was my granddad visiting me as he died (unbeknownst of me some eight kilometres away). If you have further questions, I will not know the answers to them =(. Perhaps Tanner or BrownEye will have a kind of answer but it very much depends on your ex-sibling in first hand. To many, death is just a transitions to another being of life. To you, this text may be gibberish but I hope I can put words on some issues which haunts you today.

Ask if need be. I will answer what I can. Cheers, dance and hug; make a joy of sorrow.

Edit: To add that I feel sorrow for you feels both obvious and stupid. You may be full of sorrow but I hope I've given ideas to brighter futures as well.