02-25-2009, 11:58 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-25-2009, 12:02 PM by rva_jeremy.)
(02-25-2009, 09:01 AM)Chaotikmind Wrote: If there is something wrong with my logic here i would want to know what !
I think I now understand where we're missing each other.
A. There is "polarity the concept" as a balance of energy configurations. It's definitely possible to be aware of this in 3rd density. But what I'm saying is that you would be aware of this polarity only in comparsion with other past experiences of polarity. It's a relative, personal experience of polarity. In other words, you have no way to, say, compare your polarity to another person's. There's no frame of reference other than self, which makes an absolute evaluation damn near impossible.
B. Then there is "absolute polarity" in the sense Ra talks about havestability: 51%/49% or 95%/5%. A third density entity would have a very hard time experiencing their polarity in this absolute context (it might be possible in some extraordinary transcendental episode). Remember also that a 3d entity has nothing to compare their polarity to other than the self.
So to the extent that you're talking about A, I agree with you - it's part of the identity. To the extent you're talking about B, I disagree with you - I think it's unlikely that you know you're exact position on the game board, in other words, because that position is relative to landmarks you cannot have direct experience of. You would need a frame of reference only available to higher density entities such as your higher self - and, indeed, it is the higher self that determines graduation and harvestability, according to Ra. That makes sense to me because part of the utility of third density is in having this veil between our absolute nature and our subjective incarnation.
(02-25-2009, 09:01 AM)Chaotikmind Wrote: I can't be STO, i'm too much separated from everything, i keep my contact with people at a strict minimum, for the simple reason i feel like talking to a rock when i make contact with a normal simple minded person, and it's quite boring, nothing to get from nearly all conversation, and i don't even talk of the average QI which rarely goes above the number of the rectal temperature (quoted from a great french humorist)
So i mostly stay in the mountains , medidating, gathering knowledge like a sponge, and experimenting some magics.
And it's really cool that way !
At the risk of coming off as a complete ass, I'd suggest that these behaviors you're describing are *not* STS behaviors. Remember: service can be rendered on a spiritual and energetic level as well. Taking time to understand and work on yourself is a service to the planet. Eschewing social interactions means you're introverted, not self-absorbed!
As a counterexample, an STS person would be engaged with others almost certainly. Since they see the body of humanity as something in need of ordering into the configuration they feel best, they would excel at manipulation. This is because, seeing the self alone as Creator, they see it as their service to bring the rest of the creation into order.
Thanks also for your understanding of my past arguments and not taking it personally.