12-21-2013, 10:41 PM
Welcome!
I can't answer for others but I can definitely say that I also experienced a spiritual high of sorts during the first few months. Such an experience is common and was even talked about within a Ra channeling. This waning is only natural as it's the same as if one experiences anything new. Once that has worn off, one is left with an almost withdrawal effect. One wonders why it left so abruptly which can ultimately lead to the questioning of the path they have chosen. Was it something the was just a fad? Maybe it was like I finally felt like I belonged to something greater. Maybe what I thought was real was only in my mind.
The real answers to these questions lie within yourself. I know I felt that there was simply no way all of this could have simply been made up. There wasn't a doubt in my mind that at least the gist of this was true. I just couldn't see how it couldn't be real. Now the waning feeling is something that I am currently struggling with even after 1.5 years after finding it. But not for reasons of not believing it though. The biggest challenge after the newness wanes is to apply what has been been learned. One can preach all they wish but unless they practice it, improve upon it, and eventually learn to live it within every waking moment, one hasn't come even near the end of this road that we walk upon.
So make no mistake. There will be the mountains and there will be the valleys with which we all struggle with and the doubt is one that I'm sure many others have experienced. But it takes the faith and will that's within you to make the ultimate determination of whether you can embrace this wonderful philosophy and all that it entails
I can't answer for others but I can definitely say that I also experienced a spiritual high of sorts during the first few months. Such an experience is common and was even talked about within a Ra channeling. This waning is only natural as it's the same as if one experiences anything new. Once that has worn off, one is left with an almost withdrawal effect. One wonders why it left so abruptly which can ultimately lead to the questioning of the path they have chosen. Was it something the was just a fad? Maybe it was like I finally felt like I belonged to something greater. Maybe what I thought was real was only in my mind.
The real answers to these questions lie within yourself. I know I felt that there was simply no way all of this could have simply been made up. There wasn't a doubt in my mind that at least the gist of this was true. I just couldn't see how it couldn't be real. Now the waning feeling is something that I am currently struggling with even after 1.5 years after finding it. But not for reasons of not believing it though. The biggest challenge after the newness wanes is to apply what has been been learned. One can preach all they wish but unless they practice it, improve upon it, and eventually learn to live it within every waking moment, one hasn't come even near the end of this road that we walk upon.
So make no mistake. There will be the mountains and there will be the valleys with which we all struggle with and the doubt is one that I'm sure many others have experienced. But it takes the faith and will that's within you to make the ultimate determination of whether you can embrace this wonderful philosophy and all that it entails
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