12-10-2013, 11:41 AM
I feel very like you, jeremy. I have come to the realization that how I feel (or don't) is totally ok. Much of our cultural mindset is based on feelings of loss, but we no in truth there is no such thing. Now to hold that understanding authentically while going through something most would consider devastating and not feel loss, is a good thing. Now if I don't truly know to my core that there is no loss, but rather hold onto that idea in spite of my feelings of loss, that's where the blue-ray blockages come into play. There's a different between knowing about a truth and really knowing it.
If you are worried you may be hiding something, look into material that comes from your unconscious- such as dreams, art, and fantasies- and that shoud be a pretty good indicator on whether there are catalysts not fully integrated.
If you are worried you may be hiding something, look into material that comes from your unconscious- such as dreams, art, and fantasies- and that shoud be a pretty good indicator on whether there are catalysts not fully integrated.